Sometimes I want to accept
my failure,
sit back stay quite and
do not assess the causes
Sometimes I wish to sit
by the window,
look outside with nothing
in my head
Sometimes I want to close
all the ways that leads
to my heart.
Bcoz I don't want anyone there
Sometimes I want to fail my self
I want to feel nothing
Just solitude
Pure solitude
Sometimes I don't want to
fight again,
Don't want to re colour the
Painting that has been washed in rain
Don't want to create
Don't want to revive
Don't want to be born
Don't want to rejoice
No complaints
No regrets
No expectations
No corrections
Just want to be the way I was born
Just zero
Pure zero
-Aanchal
